Tunnel of Depression

My heart has bled so much I'm surprised I'm still breathing,
After all these emotions I can't imagine how I still feel anything at all,
Although I've freed myself from the mighty rocks that pulled me down,
I still feel nothing but pure and raw gut wrenching pain,
No matter what I do or wherever I go, it never seems to stop,
It keeps gnawing at me like a rotten tooth.
I wish I could rid myself of all these weak human emotions
And embrace the bright subtle ray of enlightment,
Let go of all the bonds that bring me pain and just live in solidarity.
But sadly I know thats not how it's supposed to be,
I'm supposed to endure all this crap fro some off reason,
For some God forsaken reason I have to live in this hell for a bit longer.
Why? For how much longer? who knows, only time will tell.
Till then hold on I will for my dear life, with everything I have,
In hope of seeing that bright shimmering light,
At the end of my dark gloomy tunnel of depression