Life goes on

I didn’t think life would go on, but it did.
I thought the earth would keep on spinning and I’d be left behind,
But here I am,
Wandering the open skies like a kite.
Swaying from side to side,
Letting the wind carry me into great unknown,
Nothing to hold me down or pull me back to reality.
It almost feels like I’m dreaming,
And I keep expecting to wake up any second,
Covered in cold sweat with you next to me,
But that never happens,
Instead,
Life goes on.
This is how my life is now.
It’s weird.
It’s strange.
It’s interesting.
It’s sad.
It's all so new,
Yet there’s something familiar;
Something that I’ve not felt for a long time,
Someone I’ve not been in a long time,
Somewhere I’ve not gone for a long time.
You were my home and we were so close to our happily ever after,
So close that I have daymares of what our life could've been.
I’m back at square one,
Nothing is defined or determined right now like it used to be,
But,
Life goes on.