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I’m not okay but that’s okay.
I’ve been this way for sometime but I didn’t see it,
Didn’t want to believe it, kept on going on,
Pretending everything was peachy,
Putting on a mask and plastering a smile,
Acting like the world wasn’t on my shoulders,
Doing everything normal people don’t do,
To show everyone I’m not like the rest,
Trying to be the best even if it killed me,
Putting my sanity to the test with each step,
Pushing myself harder believing I wasn't going to break,
I kept on pushing harder and harder to prove I was okay,
But I wasn’t.
I wasn’t okay.
I’m not okay.
But that’s okay.
Because one day I will be.
Till that day I’ll be okay that I’m not okay.